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Oct. 7th, 2004 | 05:49 pm
mood: contemplative
music: Snow Patrol - Whatever's Left

Ooo I'm laying on new bed sheets, and they're comfy.

Brandon Boyd (my God) got arrested for carrying a switchblade in his carry-on at the NYC airport. Boyd admitted he accidentally left the knife in his bag and called the incident "my bad,". "I totally forgot it was at the bottom of my bag, and when the security person pulled it out, I thought, `Oh, no,'" So what I wanna know is why he carries a knife around in the first place... is our sexual demon friend a cutter, eh?? Haha, you're cool Brandon.

I guess you could consider what I just did random. I would more likely call it pathetic, because it is. Extremely bored out of my mind, I wanted to just drive around as it rained and listen to music. Pretty soothing, just look at the sentence. So I end up at Provincial... by myself. For the first time, ever. And I just sit there, thinking... and I came up with two conclusions:

1) I really want to go to the Snow Patrol concert on Tuesday. Several barriers are preventing this:
a) No one else likes them, so I don't know if I would have anyone to go with.
b) My parents wouldn't let me go anyway.
But I so want to go anyway. Please... let me live a little. These weeks have been hell. As in, nothing ha been going on except school.

2) There are people that have a chance to move from guy to guy/girl to girl quite easily... they are compatible with a lot of people, attractive, they can just do that. There's always someone there for them, they don't really have to experience being alone and independent. Then there's people like me who have to cherish what we get. Not trying to exude pity on myself, just stating my theory. And really... that's fine with me. It would be nice to move on all the same, but... I'm ok. So, boys and girls, what type of person are you? If you're type A, don't worry about anything, it'll come to you. If you're type B, then when you truly find someone you're happy with and are in love... God damn it, make the best of it. No regrets, don't hold back... just live it to it's fullest. And never forget it. Write it down if you have too, anything...

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